Me: bienbuon
Him: linshi
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29/11/2008
Conversation
(01:06:56) linshipl: yo
(01:07:06) bienbuon: hi ya
(01:07:15) bienbuon: i thot you dont wanna talk to me
(01:07:28) bienbuon: i got your message
(01:07:33) bienbuon: that was very nice
(01:07:43) linshipl: yep
(01:07:45) linshipl: very nice
(01:08:06) linshipl: but i didn`t think u`ll get it serious
(01:08:07) linshipl: ![]()
(01:08:13) linshipl: u know me too much
(01:08:21) bienbuon: well, i was so furious
(01:08:24) linshipl: i was angry cos u said u`ll came over
(01:08:36) linshipl: and u gave me 5 dates but u newer
(01:08:38) linshipl: ![]()
(01:08:43) linshipl: thats i was angry
(01:08:50) bienbuon: i thot you sent me that text cus i couldnt go over, and it was your birthday
(01:08:55) linshipl: and whatdo u think about my new mobile ?
(01:09:03) linshipl: sony ericsson xperia x1
(01:09:08) bienbuon: at the time i was moving hose
(01:09:10) bienbuon: house
(01:09:10) linshipl: i paid 550 quid for it ![]()
(01:09:16) linshipl: when u`ll came
(01:09:20) bienbuon: and was too busy
(01:09:35) bienbuon: and forgot to reply ur text
(01:09:36) linshipl: now i`ll invite u for christmas eve
(01:09:43) linshipl: feel inviited
(01:09:47) linshipl: christmas eve
(01:09:59) linshipl: it`s most important day of christmas for poles
(01:10:12) linshipl: i hope u`ll came
(01:10:30) bienbuon: i got to be honest
(01:10:40) bienbuon: it’ not possible this time
(01:10:42) linshipl: if not, then, i`ll never talk to u again ( and this time i`m serious)
(01:10:44) bienbuon: im sorry
(01:10:51) linshipl: than……………..
(01:10:54) linshipl: take care
(01:10:56) linshipl: ………………………..
(01:10:56) bienbuon: it’s up to you, this my last year
(01:10:57) linshipl: bye
(01:11:15) linshipl: i did invited u
(01:11:16) bienbuon: im so disapointed
(01:11:18) bienbuon: thanks
(01:11:18) linshipl: 123124124 times
(01:11:23) linshipl: and u never came
(01:11:33) linshipl: that means u dont want to came
(01:11:37) linshipl: take care dude
(01:11:44) bienbuon: i wish i could, but you can see, i cant even get out of inverness
(01:11:56) linshipl: excuses excuse
(01:12:06) bienbuon: do you think that im not sick of thic place
(01:12:07) linshipl: stop laiyng
(01:12:13) linshipl: bye
(01:12:22) bienbuon: well, whatever you think man
(01:12:31) linshipl: i tought if i`ll talk to you this time u`ll came
(01:12:33) bienbuon: dont call me a lier
(01:12:44) linshipl: but now i know u don`t fucking care
(01:12:52) linshipl: take care
(01:12:53) bienbuon: its not as easy as you thought
(01:13:13) linshipl: everything it`s easy if u only want it
(01:13:22) bienbuon: stop being like that
(01:13:31) linshipl: i`m earning fucking 12.79/h
(01:13:42) linshipl: and i can get off whenever i want to
(01:13:44) linshipl: then stop
(01:13:45) bienbuon: im not earning that much
(01:13:50) linshipl: have good life
(01:14:01) bienbuon: wel, yeh, sorry lukasz , we should stop talking
(01:14:27) linshipl: u just where banned by linshi
(01:14:37) linshipl: and he think, u r fucking lier
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Back to the message which i highlighted in the conversation, i got a message from him the other day like this:
“I’ve deleted everything from you, your contact information, your email, everything…, don’t ever talk to me or try to contact me again, have a good life”.
And that was it, i didn’t know why he text me like that, so i didn’t talk to him since. but let’s go back to the old day before i had that message from him.
We used to be good friends, we worked in the same place, we lived in the same flat, we shared things in common.
Our hobbies were Linux. at the time he did help me a lot about Linux stuff, in return i helped him with English and other stuff. but let’s not talk about helping story, as friends i really didn’t expect getting anything from friends.
We were good friends for a while. what remind me of him was that he didn’t have any friends except his girlfriend. what i like about him was that he was clever and a bit eccentric, he lived in his own world, he didn’t like to talk to other people. There’s restriction of his own world which tied him indoor. i don’t think he realizes that.
After a while he left his job and moved away, he found a new job, a new place, got a new life. I was glad that he’s happy because he wasn’t happy here the place where i live.
I thought i would have time to visit him one day, unfortunately I’m always busy, I thought I’ll go when things are settled for me. he kept invited me to his new place so we can have a chat, a drink like the old days, i thought about that and i really really wanted to go.
I thought i would go to see him last year but time to go never fit in, there’s always something stopped me. I planned to go, i thought i definitely could go but again, there’s always something came up, i got promoted at work as a manager, i need to work harder, new course arrive, i had to work harder to pay for the study fee, work harder to pay for living, work, work, and work, and number of reasons like that stop me going anywhere.
I cant afford a day or 2 days away to somewhere else, i wish i could have a holiday, i wish i could finish my study so that i could have a proper holiday, i could earn more money, i could go to visit my friends. In my mind i thought to my self that ” Please be patient, you have to stick to what you’re doing, there’s only one year left, you can go to the end of the world if you achieve this very last year, patient and patient…”
I wish my friends, my family could understand me like they could read my mind so that they don’t demand so much from me when i can’t do such things for them while im busy.
back to my old friend there, he said I’m a fucking lier and i don’t want to go to visit him, im so disappointed, so furious.
how can a friend call you a lier while you cant afford time to go to see him? if you don’t trust your friends why have friends?
what do i have to lose when a friend said bullsh*t to me? NOTHING, i have nothing to lose just sorry for your narrow minded.
what is the point of being sulk to a friend? DAFT POINT! Who the hell do you think you are to talk to me like that? my friend DO NOT talk to me like that!
Why would i have to tell lie to you? am i getting something out of it if I’m lying to a friend? NO, nothing, pointless.
I’m a straight guy, if i said i cannot go, that mean i cannot go, if i said my name Is Hung that mean it is my name, it’s the truth!
I’ve been away from home for 5 years now and i haven’t been back to my country to visit my family, my friends cus i haven’t had a chance, i would go to morrow if i have a chance. Am i lying to myself that i haven’t been back to my country for 5 years? the fact is i have not!
only people has a narrow minded that cant even think about the obvious facts like that.
I wrote this here not really because i lost my old friend or because i feel sorry about it. NO! I’ve just lost 20 stones, well my friend is that heavy!
I wrote this here for you, whoever read this to open your mind if you think that your friend is lying to you, if you think that your friend can’t give you what you demand.
Everyone has their own reasons to do something.
Finally can you define meaning of friends? if you can’t then i don’t think that you have so many friends and you should find the meaning of it.
To me, the person who understands more about the meaning of “friends” they would have more friends than other person who doesn’t understand much about it.
I lost a friend but i gain the better friends and of course i have many good friends.